Marital Resolutions

It's been awhile since I wrote anything! For good reason though, I have been busy with my family doing all kinds of fun stuff. At one point myself and the hub was going to the movies at least once a week for an entire month! It wasnt planned out, it just happened! During the holidays my husband was on vacation so we got to all spend time alot of time with one another focusing mostly on the kids, other family members and not ourselves. Well we are due for a date nite again! Hopefully it happens sometime soon. My goal for this year is to take a "romantic" couples only trip to a neighbor island and just realax and enjoy ourselves. We have done it in the past and it's a great way to reconnect with eachother. If we have the money we try to take this so called trip once a year, if not then we would get a hotel room for couple days to unwind. We do one or the other every year! Its good for the body, mind and soul. I want our marriage to be a healthy one and so does he, so I guess our resolution is to have a "healthy" marriage. Whats considered healthy? Well in our case its for us to not argue about things that dont matter, no abuse-weather its emotional, mental, verbal etc. (I can get kocky at times and put him down) It's about satisfying our needs/wants through eachother, complementing & appreciating. Depending on the amount of money we have, we plan to going to the island of Maui for the Valentines weekend, I hope it works out, if not we can always kick in a waikiki hotel..

SEX- WARNING MAY BE EXPLICIT..

I bet if my girlfriend was to read the title, she would be like oh "yes! our fave subject!" hehehe I remember those days where we had no kids and we were just dating and its something we'd always talked about like "so what's your fave position?" or "Did you get an orgasm with him?" hehehe Yes... sex is one of my favorite subjects and yes it's something I like to do "a lot". I remember when me and hubby were dating we'd go at it like cat's and dog's brawling lol at least twice a day...that was 8 yrs ago. At around the the 3 yr mark and after having 2 kids, sex just got less and less....I'm guessing I had it once a week or maybe less? It just wasn't exciting or arousing I should say, it felt more like a chore. I think when you have kids to take care of, you just don't give a shit about anything because your so exhausted from doing daily household chores and caring for the children and from my experience I think that's what made my libido go way down. Oh another thing I had realize was that hubby and I rarely or ever had make out sessions in the past. Because our sex life then sucked so bad, so was our relationship. Many things came into play about why sex sucked or why we didn't do it...my depression, my weight gain (I was overweight), I was on med's, the kids, stress, no foreplay, no lovey dovey or make out sessions...And because of all this, ultimately divorce was in question, several times in fact. With that said do you see why it's important to stay healthy (mind & body), get pampered (relieve stress), make out as much as possible and have as much sex as you can! I DO!!! I got my act together...no longer overweight, off the med's, I get a pedi/mani/massage every now and then to relieve stress, as well as rid of the kids so I can spend time with hubby! Very important! Because of all of this- SEX is better then it was years ago & I'm getting it way more then I did 3-4 yrs ago. It definitely doesn't feel like a chore anymore, I actually want to do it and so does he! I swear I get plenty of orgasm's now then I did in the beginning of our relationship. On top of everything we have make out sessions way more as well. I do see a big change in my sex life it went from good to really bad to WOW! In my opinion, sex plays a great role in marriage, it's the connection that only you and your spouse can share. If your getting less of it on a consistent bases, that may be a red flag that your marriage could be heading for trouble, I know that in mines it did. But I was able to see the problem, find out what the causes were solve them and voila! Problem- Solved. Also remember that giving your man as much as he wants will steer clear of him cheating on you, I mean seriously if you ain't given him what he needs, who else is he going to get it from?? My morale of my post is for you all to have lots and lots of sex! If its sucks like it did for me in the past, something else may be going wrong in your life and you need to get it fixed asap then I promise you it'll feel so much better, it all falls into place! Tell me I'm right?

Just Random Thoughts

Okay I haven't written in awhile and because all the kids are gone, I might as well write what I'm thinking. October is one of my favorite months and the reason is because It's when I first started dating my husband (October 21, 2001) Yes, it's almost been 8 yrs! It seems longer then that. Also our wedding anniversary is the 22nd of this month which will make 4 yrs. I'm excited because we have something special planned that weekend. We were planning on going to the outer islands but changed our minds to save money. Instead we are doing a "staycation" yes, we will playing tourist here on own island! We will be staying at a hotel in Waikiki for 2 nights. Our plans include going to Hanauma Bay to snorkel & Riding ATV's (for the first time) at Kualoa Ranch. They have filmed some well known movies there so this should be exciting. Cant wait to go and reconnect with hubby!

The Notebook

No this post isn't about the movie "The Notebook" but dang that movie really is a great movie, you should watch it if you haven't done so yet. It brought tears to my eyes lol. Anyhow this post is about communication with your spouse/partner. I was cleaning my closet one day and found "The Notebook" it actually says that on the cover and it's filled with love letters from the past. You might be thinking OMG that's so childish. In the beginning of our relationship back when we started dating we would write each other love letters. He would start off by writing a poem about how he feels, then I'd write back in letter form telling him how I felt, then before you know it, we are writing back and forth to each other about what were doing at the moment and so forth. We filled the book until there were no pages. Every now and then, I would read the entire thing and laugh about the stuff we put in (there were drawings too). But that notebook gave me an idea. I decided we should write notes to each other once again, I figure -hey we both of cell phones, why not use the text messaging. So we started writing naughty text messages back and forth and it helped with our sex life. We also wrote "love" notes. But then his cell phone broke and there was no way of texting one another. So we got creative yet again and now we use our kids' play writing magnetic toy board (the one where you can erase the message with one swipe). We leave it in the bathroom so that way every morning we can see the message while getting ready to head out. We write encouraging love notes this time around since we are going through tough times. For example, I'd write " Good Morning! GOD loves U! Remember to Pray! Love you!" then he would reply " Ok I will pray, have a nice day and I love GOD, U & da kids". So this is our way of communicating with each other and believe it or not it actually brings us closer. I encourage everyone to try finding ways of communicating even if it means you have to get creative. Remember communication is very important in any relationship. How do you all communicate with your spouses/partner?

My birthday wish

My birthday was on Saturday and my wish was to spend it with my husband. It came true because I made it happen! We got family members to watch all 3 of our little monkeys for the weekend so that me and hubby can have the time of our life! On Friday night we went to the movies and watched Final Destination in 3D, that was a first for us to watch a movie in 3D lol. On Saturday we went to Hanauma Bay to snorkel that too was a first for us! Even though I've lived here all my life, I have never been there until that day and it was so pretty. The fishes were exotic and full of life. It was a great workout (swimming) and experience. Then on Sunday we went to Ko'olina Beach and rode on Kayaks, a first for me! Those paddles really works your arms! wow. I had a great time and doing these experiences for the first time is what really made it enjoyable for me. The best birthday presents you can get is the memories of doing something fun versus material possessions or wealth in my book. In addition to this I was able to spend lots of quality time to better my relationship with my hubby and that's whats awesome too. Now I'm looking forward to trying ATV riding and maybe I'll try and get hubby to go horseback riding with me one day, we'll see?.

Finding my purpose in life

I am sitting in front of my computer with hubby away with the boys and baby girl sleeping. Now that its quiet, I can think and hear what my thoughts are saying. I've come to realize that I have been paying too much attention to others and not my self. I realize I am too focused on my children, I care for them daily but am wrapped up into there world same goes for my marriage. I have lost interest in my hobbies/passions and really don't know what I like to do, could be because I don't know what to do when I do have the free time (sometimes). Things that I have loved doing is non existent in my life now. I don't have a job or career and if I had to go back to school, I wouldn't know what to do? Wow what happen to me? Every now and then I would get sad and down and out and couldn't figure out why, but I'm starting to think its probably because I don't have a passion/goal/hobby. My hubby has his hobbies which includes diving and surfing. When I see him happy and excited cause he caught a "huge" wave or a "monster" fish, I start to think like "wow I want to feel the excitement he feels!" The only question now is how do I do that? They say when you are happy as a person, then everything in your life falls into place and all areas- family, marriage etc. will be happy. So I guess what I'm trying to say in this post is do what you have to do to make yourself happy, dream big and reach your goals, find things you enjoy doing and do them because in the end your spouse and family will thank you.

Taking Time Outs

As I write this, my husband is out with the "boys" or I should say "men" while I'm at home watching the kids. Every now and then its good to get a "time out" from your spouse. On our so called time outs, either I go out on a "girls night out" or spend time alone relaxing without anyone. My husband would go out at night with his boys doing what boys do. Anyhow it feels good to be apart for a bit, I noticed that when we don't see each other for a couple of hours or even an entire day, I start to miss him and the longer he is away, the more I miss him. The same thing applies to him as well. When we do see each other after having our fun we tend to appreciate each other more. I'm guessing the same goes for everyone else? unless your so fed up with your spouse you just cant stand to be around him when your together but yet feel a sense of peace without him then you know you have marital problems right there and that's not good. Even in rough times the same is true when you and your spouse are apart. When me and husband had a super short(several days) separation in 2007, we missed each other and worked things out. Also it happened again earlier this year, took a short separation and realized things, missed one another, worked things out. So you see, taking these time outs from your spouse can help your relationship in a way where you appreciate them for being in your life and for doing all that they do for you and in return they feel the same way about you so then you feel good about yourself. What do you do on time outs? Do you feel a sense of closeness to your spouse after your time outs? Time Outs are important in our lives, is it in yours?